waiting with anticipation.

The last week or so life has handed me some interesting circumstances. Honestly, I've experienced every emotion possible. I've screamed into a pillow, cried myself to sleep, wanted to kick someone in the shins and sat with my head in my hands unsure of my ability to make a sound decision. I've been joyful and elated, honored and encouraged and so stressed that I wanted to throw up. 

Beyond that, my mind is racing. All hours of the day. Sleep doesn't come as easy and I've got attitude to prove it. 

The Lord is saying: 

GIVE IT TO ME.

And I'm saying {with alligator tears}:

HERE IS MY HEART.

Well...here's to letting go.